Thursday, September 3, 2009
{ 10:30 AM }
i woke up in the morning from the party last night , i had a dream .. a dream from the girl i saw at the party .. i think ..i-im inlove ! I went to school , and i saw her .. she looked pretty today . dressed in long sleeve shirt , her hair in a pony tail that went over her shoulder and skinny jeans to go with her shoes . It was my first year of grade 11 and still no friends, my mom told me i should try sports to find some friends there but the closest thing to sports was me walking to school and back home . Dad was in the drive way coming home from work, he looked at me like a "what are you doing to your life" look but i walked past by him, went inside and and into my room. Suddenly a big truck stopped infront of our neighbours front yard, somebody's moving in!
I can't belive it, it's her .. the girl! She's moving in! My mom went into my room and said, "let's welcome the people into our neighbourhood shall we?" "Im good mom" "Oh don't be shy, come on!" She grabbed my arm and next thing i know, i was in her front door, she was there like RIGHT INFRONT OF ME! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT! My mom said, "me and Cal would like to welcome you and your family to the neighbourhood", she said "thankyou and looked at me and smiled." My mom then asked, "excuse me but how old are you, she said "16", i was paniking and saying in my head "don't say it mom, don't EVEN SAY
IT!" "really!?" "My sons the same age, you guys should get to know each other and be great friends" *sigh* she said it, but she smiled and then laughed and said, "maybe we should" and then looked at me and smiled.
I then went home and wondering what's going to happen, "is she going to turn out to be my girlfriend" "am i going to plant one on her" , "this isn't love, it's more than love". The next morning i walked to school, she saw me and ran up to me and asked if she can join me and i said "uh-o-f course." I felt stupid but then i was glad. We began to talk about each other and life. We finally reached the school, it seemed like we've been walking for ages. She said, "well see you around" and went to her friends, i said to myself "woah she catches on to the school and the girls here faster than i thought". I stared at her, i couldn't stop myself, as i waited for the bell i stared at her like she was some pretty picture in a frame that got me wanting to stare at it, my heart stopped pumping when a guy went up to her and touched her waist and kissed her! UGH! I RAN, I RAN HOME! Next thing i know i was holding a knife, and did suicide ..
